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I've been thinking a lot of things lately.

Things might not go as it was planned. My dad might decide to bring me back to the province to continue my studies. And you know what that means, being far away from The boyfriend. I'm worried, yes. Can he make it? Can we make it? I'm still not into grasps about this. But still it bothers me lately. Because I know it is a big possibility. When my dad says so, it's now or never, grab it or lose it forever. And I know I can't pass up that chance. I've wasted an opportunity before, I don't want to do that again. I don't know how will I prepare The boyfriend for that kind of separation. I know we'll work things out. I know we will. The boyfriend has been a different man, he changed for the better. And he still is in the process. I can't put that to waste. He has worked a lot already. And God knows he needs me. (I know I sound so full of myself, but Hell, I'm not kidding. It's just the way The boyfriend is.) He is very dependent. I fill his needs, and he fills mine. It's a mutual completion when we're together. I can't let that go to waste. Still thinking. xoxo

" I made a life out of loving you. "